Christmas Feelings

Christmas came way too fast this year! It’s here and I am anticipating with excitement cerebrating the birth of Christ tonight and tomorrow with my husband and our children and grandson. As much as I love these days, they can also bring some disappointment and frustration. It’s been hard trying to get ready the last…

Holding Onto The Holidays

The holidays can be really taxing on a sick body. Traditions are an amazing part of the magic of Christmas, but when they cause a setback on your health, it may be better to change them up a little. When I first got sick (way back in 2006), much of my life had changed. My…

“There’s No Way of Knowing…”

The Fault In Our Stars is a story of 2 teenagers with terminal cancer. They go through ups and downs - periods of time they feel decent, and then they don’t. “There’s no way of knowing your last good day is your last good day - at the time, it’s just another decent day.”The Fault…

Healing Is Hard In This Life

One of the hardest things about Lyme+ is that no two days are alike. I have days when I feel fairly good. I rode a bike a few days ago. But today I’m laying in bed in a lot of pain and every time I get up I feel dizzy, weak and nauseated. That doesn’t…

Jump Creek Waterfall

Today we took a short walk (very short - 1/4 mile each way) to Jump Creek Waterfall. It tanked me! I slept for hours after and am going back to bed after I finish uploading pics here. I couldn’t have done this 6 months ago. I may not be able to do it tomorrow. So…

8/27 – IN to IL to MO

Amish parking at Dollar General Illinois surprised us - we actually didn’t realize we would pass through a section of it. Still loving the wide open spaces and all the rivers and lakes. St. Louis A few years ago, on another RV trek, we got off the freeway in St Louis to do a little…

Better Is Relative

I have moments when I get discouraged but for the most part, I am always looking for positive forward motion. When I compare myself to where I’ve been - bed-ridden, wheelchair, dying - I am most definitely better. That doesn’t mean I’m well. I still have a long way to go and while I do…